You left me Lifeless and Numb, now I can't feel anything anymore. I am scared and lonely, too afraid to let anyone close again. 11-23-2008

Waiting for her is all that I do, but somewhere inside I m afraid that she might come back to me. 10-10-2008

I wish to be found before I am lost, lost forever in this cold cold World. 09-14-2008

If there is something I am not afraid of, its the End, the process of Life is what scares me. 09-14-2008

Sometimes she reminded me of myself, but she could never see that we were made for each other as I was too busy pretending to be somebody else. 08-13-2008

Everything feels so distant just like a scene in this movie called Life. 08-03-2008

People remind me of her in one way or another without knowing how much it hurts now to even hear her name. 07-14-2008

I keep closing my eyes hoping that it will all be different when I open them, you will be here with me. But different it never is and Lost I am still without you. 07-08-2008